Write. (gestures handwriting in the air) That’s how you get better
This blog will be about graduation, completing my first teaching job and my summer.
I completed my bachelor’s degree at 38 years old. I’m proud of my accomplishment. It seems underwhelming, because I’m constantly thinking about what’s next. It was a long journey. I dropped out of art school 20 years ago. I think I was a year shy of graduating. I joined the Navy at 24. When I was discharged at 32. I went back to school. I completed my associate’s in education and finally my bachelor’s in education. I took roughly 5 years. I practically had to start all over. Without the help of the Navy, I wouldn’t have completed college. It was the mentality that I learned from my enlistment. The VOCREHAB/ chapter 31 also helped me financially. In conclusion, I completed something that I didn’t think I would be able to complete before the Navy. It brings me joy knowing that I can accomplish a long term goal.
I finished my first teaching job. I took a 3rd Grade self-contained bilingual class in the middle of the year. I was the rookie teacher within the team. I can say that without a doubt that the learning curve to become a competent teacher is the hardest thing I have ever tried to undertake. Yes, I have been in the military. As complicated as the military is, there is no way to truly prepare for being a teacher. The quality of my work is based on other people’s performance. That is something I never truly internalized in any part of my life. I was egocentric in most of my life, I still am in some degree. Overall, I will be continuing to try to do a better job next year.
Summer
I needed time to relax and recharge my morale. I bought a one way ticket to California. I will return to Texas by whatever means I choose. I needed some time to talk to people I really trust, my family and friends. I will return to Texas by the end of June.
